At last, the Summer vacation is here!

At last, at last it is officially now Summer vacation! Isn't it wonderful! Hah, yes I think so! Today we finally got our deserved vacation! The day started quite good, waking up at around seven this morning and just stretching my legs as far as I could. I looked out the window and I got the morning light right into my "night adapted eyes" ( =p ) So I closed my eyes again, but went upstairs to eat. After eating and getting ready for the day, I still had an hour and like 20 minutes to ten. To let the time pass by I sat down outside and listen to music, it was marvelous. At school we had a short ceremony with our mentors, after that we went to our auditorium to have another ceremony with the first and second year old classes. Where a band with eight graders played very bad rocksongs, imo. (last sentence grammar error)


The school ceremony wasn't long at all compared with other years, our headmaster Mr. Hont didn't held a 20 minutes speech lucky us! After school I went with; Philip, Diana, Anna, and Sally to a café here in Saltis, I ate two ice creams, I totally spend 34 kronor on ice-cream for ONE "Fika". After we've been sitting and eating we went for a walk and after that we splitted up for the day. I went home and ate lunch! With the stomach with plenty of food, I decided to windsurf for about two hours approximately. However after an hour, while surfing I stepped wrong on the board and flipped over, somehow I manage to hit my right knee (which I'd already injured yesterday) on the fen of the board. I got a "gash/jack" in my knee where I already had hurt myself. However I didn't notice this and didn't feel anything I just went going, but when I looked down I saw my whole leg full of blood and you can say that I almost fainted, because I dropped the sail and sat down on the small board and started to investigate the wound and when doing this I felt the salt water in it, and it "smarted" soo much. Trouble was that I was in middle of the sea and couldn't get any help. I didn't have any choice rather than windsurfing the wound and actually I'd already done that however that was unaware of the wound. I manage to get back to land and up for all the stairs to the house. I took the disinfecting-medium to clear the wound from any kind of dirt... Ah, and it "smarted" so much, that too... However after cleaning it, I placed a plaster on the wound. Oh, this day didn't turn out that lucky for me... So I kind of have maltreated my knee, I need to take it easy for a week, mom says..... And that sucks, I want to play football and many other things!



I hope you had a better day than me! Or did you not?


Song: Elements of life - Tiesto (The BEST DJ ever!!)

It's the end of the begining

The Pre-Dp year has finally and sadly come to an end. We are almost IB 1 and I think that we all are happy about it, however something that isn't so wonderful; is that two of our dearest friends are leaving us; to go back to their home countries (Kati and Victor we will miss you!). We had a "Goodbye party" to them at Andrea's house in Värmdö, and we had a great time! Everyone was laughing, having fun; eating, smoking, and drinking (Do NOT misinterpret that). It is with a honest heart I say that; All of you guys and girls in Pre-Dp, for me having the chance of being in your class has been extraordinary, I can really feel the "IB - Spirit". You have inspired me in many different ways each of one of you.

I hope that when we come back from our beloved Summer-vacation (with a big S) we are ready to step in. However you have to promise not to fall for the so called "IB diseases". This picture has been taken from the internet website "" (the one IB just loves, *ironic*) to explain the diseases. Hopefully now when you have the warning you won't be infected by the "IB - virus".
I might be scaring you a bit? Or?


Thank you for everything Pre-Dp!



I just want to tell you that we are ONE ****ing lesson and two days, from ending this term and Pre-Dp year! It's important that everyone understands the mening of this... How can time tick tack so fast, or it actually can, time is "man made" and not constant to a certain level, everyone knows it *almost*. Time can bend, which means that in theory (of course) we can move back and fowards in time... Maybe not a human, but "it" maybe can...

At 12 á clock on wednesday the 13th of June 2007 we all have finished the preparation year to the IB-diploma, now starts hell! However before that we have 10 weeks of the so called VACATION, without stepping our feets in the school buildings. But where to step then??? I would say that if you step into a plane, take the other foot and step too ;) If you take a step into the sand take the other too. If you step into the water with one foot, (and the water is warm, without any; "burning-jellyfish", algies, and small kids runing around peeing in the water) then take the other foot too! Yoa understand me?! Good...

Soo remember, we are ONE ****ing lesson and two days, from ending this term and Pre-Dp year!

Now I'm going out playing football!

Dreams, and Nightmares

What is a dream?

"A dream is the experience of a life-like sequence of images, sounds, or other sensations during sleep, especially REM sleep." Statistics shows that almost every person has dreams, in some way. We all do have our dreams, unfortunately we sometimes forget them. The REM sleep (REM sleep, is when the eyes go at all directions, left, right, up and down, while sleeping.) happens in intervals during the night, and it's often in the mornings when we finish our "sleep" that we can remember the most recent ones. "When I shut my eyes and start thinking the dreams come back, and I can see what I had dreamed about" This is how it works for some, others... Can see pictures (most common) when they have open eyes, as if you are looking at something and suddenly you see a flash, just for half a second, however your brain takes up the flash and tries to see or hear, what you've just experienced. The dreams are always known as the beautiful ones, "flying in the sky" "walking on white clouds" "seeing yourself holding up a cup/goblet."

How about the nightmares, which we also experience during the nights, many persons have tried to get rid of them without any success and with success. A definition of a nightmare can be:

"The current usage of the term nightmare refers to a dream which causes the sleeper a strong unpleasant emotional response. Nightmares typically feature fear or horror, and/or the sensations of pain, falling, drowning or death." Many persons have claimed that each person has many sides, and according to Eugene Aserinsky it's under the nightmares we see parts of ourselves which we don't see otherwise. What experience that turns into a nightmare to us depends on everything.... Tragedies, death, sickness, mental stability, medicines, social life, childhood, the list is very long. I think that we all (maybe) have experienced once that you have had the feeling of falling down in a nightdream, and when you hit the floor (in the dream), you wake up with a scream and you feel the sweat on your night clothes. Another person, had a nightmare of falling down, however each time he reached the floor, the nightmare continued, still falling... ?

The time is 8:04 PM, one hour and 36 minutes have already been used. The unawareness of time does and doesn't help you! The morning light, is currently shining through the cloudy sky, the seagull has a deafening noise which start the tick tack bomb, the wind direction is south with a light breeze, the neighbor is starting its boat to collect its new '"good catch" of fish, still four out of five a sleeping only one being awake, how come? Is it really the sun filling up the its room with light or is it just a bad dream that won't end, I hope not. Though the beautiful morning destroying a sleep, it's rescuing the life of it (him), nightmare, nachtmerrie, mareride, cauchemar, or maybe be pesadilla with its impact on me, the life doesn't seem reel, with no thought in mind, the blood is knocking the head, the heart losing its sparkle, as in the fire using the difficult sprinkler at Andrea chocking the fire to its death. Why in God's name? It was necessary, the blood has already been spilled no "one" can make a difference, but many can hinder it from happening just using their heart, using it to see the miserable and mistaken world, until that day we will still live as individuals. This confusing, ambiguous, complicated and contradictory paragraph; is a mystery, no hard feelings not understanding it, since it owner hasn't figured out everything yet.

The distance between the nucleus of an atom and the electron (which form the atom) is an immense distance, meaning that we consist of emptiness to a certain extent.

Pirates of the caribbean At world's end

Pirates of the Caribbean At worlds end, is a magnificent and intensive movie! I came home for about 30 minutes ago from the cinema, after have seen At worlds end. The movie for filled all my expectations it, it even surprised me to an extent. Everything in the movie was fantastic, actors make the movie, specially; (Johnny Depp, Orlando, Knightley, Geoferry Hush (Barbossa)), the music turns the movie into life (Hans Zimmer, ) the special effects also helps the movie turn into one of the greatest movie?s!... I would recommend all of you to see the movie, listen to the music afterwards, and just find inspiration of everything!


It so nice that the makers of the movie decided to bring old ?jokes? form the other to movies into the third one! I also laughed so much, the scene when the BIG 6 meet to negotiate before the big fight? You can see the camera filming all of them, and when they come to Wiliam, Lord Cutler Beckett, Davy Jones, I laughed so much, sine Davy Jones can?t step on land except for each 10 years, he is standing in big wood-bowl filled with water. And just the humor is so funny!


I just love Pirates of the Caribbean! Don?t you?



Cheers Erik/


No time for eating

You have no idea of how much things I've done today / this week,, the list is soooooo sooooooo long...  I've been working all afternoon helping with coocking food, collecting stuff around the house, counting how much drinks we have (bier, soda, coca cola, coca cola light, cider, bubling water, bubling water lemon, and wine, put together a white tent... The list never ends... So all the things I\ve had to do have resulted that I forgot eating any thing until 20:00... I was without food for 8 HOURS, I was going to die! I was soo hungry :p

Yaya, that's all for today, have to get back to work ;)

Erik /

Yess, finished!

Okey, so I just finished my english essay! It feels extraordinary good, better than after the swedish test or the maths test, strange possible... I don't understand why I spend so much time on something I don't know or is good at. *music; Any other world - Mika* This entry doesn't have any significance expet telling you how glad I am, for the english essay had finally come to an end that today and that we have made many reparations today/during the last month...

Today two men from Garage speciallisterna came and changed our 70 year old "garage portar" and replaced them by new ones of course. And also today two men from "Markiss something something" came and changed our old awnings with new, we actually changed colour to light coffee. Interesting ;) ??? It will only become better!

Today when I came home at one á clock, I began playing guitar and did it for two hours standing... I know I should have been sitting in my room finishing the essay, but I wanted to do something else before starting and so I did ;) I was walking around the house playing all the songs I know again, again and again... Always when I want to do somehting I turn the music, either it is just listening or playing, I can always relax or just forget everything for a second or two... I think we all have something we can do to forget everything, however those who don't, "How the fcku you still alive?" Yaya, you have probably found another way of surviving this hard and competitive world we live in... Hopefully we will terminate ourselves, horrible, yes maybe, however we know that we can exterminate it is just a question of time before it happens, since we can't find peace between each other, God has given us to much intelligence, or no? I think soo....

Yaya whatever! I am happy to bring forward that this weekend I'm going to see Pirates of the Caribbean At world's end, finally!

See you tomorrow!

The Line has been drawn...

The line has been drawn... The recovery is in progress, I'm making a defragmentation of my heart...

Nuclear bomb in a heart

Isn't it wonderful to feel, as in knowing when someone gives you the fake hug.

Isn't it wonderful to see, how everything just seems going down.

Isn't it wonderful to smell, the fakeness in everyone's eyes.

Isn't it wonderful to know, that you'll never know what's wrong.

Isn't it wonderful to be in love

Hi there! What's the feeling like? Is it sadness right through it or is it just a little spark fighting for its existence. It was six years ago when a spark-extinguisher attacked the little spark, at that time the spark was big and sparked at all time. But six years ago something went wrong, terribly wrong and the spark was choked and became as big as the atom itself. Six years went and the spark streaming around in bottom of the heart, without having any significance, but still being there. One day, it all light up, lightning from the sky sent from the outer world helped the spark to make a chain-reaction. The first spark atom knocked one which started to knock out others, and as the speed of a nuclear explosion the heart was from now on, in full speed and slowly becoming the heart of one! But at one point the thunder in the heart faced a serious set-back. The spark-extinguisher was back, however things didn't work out as they did the first time, the spark had become so strong and powerful. "It feels like spark will never leave me alone." The fight between the and the spark-extinguisher will go on forever, if something doesn't make anything and if someone make the "decision" the spark and the spark-extinguisher will find away to leave together and the heart, won't be a nuclear disaster?

May God help you making the right decision!



Hah, I'm back! (kind of)

Can you believe this, I'm writing this entry?


I'm not going to get to the deep parts; I'm taking it slowly and easy. Instead I'm going to write about the new movie which is having première in 20 hours, and of course I'm talking about "Pirates of the Caribbean At World's end". I've been looking for this movie so long and I really want to see it, anyone interested??? After I saw !Pirates of the Caribbean Dead man's chest" directly after the movie I saw already longing for the movie! And now it has finally had première, I'm so excited! I just love (not love as loving as liking) just love Johnny Depp and Captain Jack Sparrow! Together they are neutral, + and - = 0 =)


I'm sorry for this entry being very very extremely short, but at least it is something, right ;)







Everything doesn't work out as they should

Today I realized that everything doesn?t work out as it should? Just a ?no important thing? to know in my house we?ve started to renovate our ?small? bathroom in our first floor. To connect this to the headline, we went in just to make a makeover of the bathroom changing the floor, shower cabin, toilet and etc. But today it showed out that our sewer system is almost broken, the pipe on the ground is like ?kaput?. So? from being just changing some stuff we maybe have to break up the whole floor in our laundry room, hmm troubles??? Never mind, it was just crazy according to me, how something so small can be a large thing, funny?

I wanted to say that the blogging had had a small break, but maybe now when we have the most to do in school it will get better, isn?t it logical??? I?m currently sitting and listening to Jason Marz ?I?m yours? and it just so strange, I?m sitting in my room writing stuff that is sooo not important, you know what the funny part is??? that?s you?re reading it right now in this second when somewhere a person was killed or raped, isn?t that just amazing, not that someone was killed or raped, that you actually reading this crap! That?s just amazing? (Richard you will not be allowed leaving comments on this entry since I don?t want to be ?sågad? ;) The song has now changed to John Tesh a great saxophonists name of the song ?Piano in the dark? and actually it?s dark outside not a single photon is reflected by sun since the earth is in its own way? Ok, yaya no physics talk :P

My sister is taking the upper-secondary final examination à studenten, in almost a month my parents are on full speed of planning the invitation, food, tents or I don?t how they are going to work it out inviting 60 people :S. As my mom says: we have a ?ay que royo?!

So I wrote a very unserious entry, I?ll do better next time, promise =)

Good Night people!

Do this

Do this

Thx for reading my blog



I’ve decided to write an update of my life and about global news.

Here’s my life: I never get sick but the latest days I’ve felt ill, this had led to a cold. Soon we’re going to Kungsberget and I can’t be sick on that day because I really want to go! I’m saying it I AM going to go no matter what… Now I’m reading a good novel from Dan Brown called Digital Fortress, which is very interesting and exciting.

Recently the United Nations released their most serious climate warning so far. The report showed that the average temperature of earth will increase more than expected, estimations shows the temperature would increase with maximum 6 degrees. Increasing sea levels and tougher rainstorms is other effects that have been reported. All these effects are caused by us humans…

Indonesia is for the moment flooded. The water level has increased with 3-6 meters there. Millions of people have lost their homes, they’re standing under water. Each year Indonesia have a rain period when it rains A LOT, however this year’s rain period have never been like anyone before, hmmm I wonder what the cause is??? Of course it’s us… When we drive our cars, someone on the other side of the earth have to take the consequences instead of my action.


As we all read the article about the weather in the U.S, we know that it has never been that hot their as it have been this year.


A step into the right direction is that the French are beginning to turn off the lights during the nights, before the lights were on all the time from when it got dark until it was light again.


Try to find solution on how you can make a difference...

Summer of 2006 in Oxford


Today I looked trough pictures from the summer of 2006 when I saw in Oxford on a course, and suddenly I got so many memories from those three but special weeks in Oxford. All my friends that I met there was seriously soo good people; they were made by sweetness and generosity. I think that I’ve learned to know about 30 whole new people but 10 where my closes friends. Though I went to Oxford for “preparing” for IB I had soo much fun, after the first week I hadn’t learned all my friends so I thought that it sucked but the first or second day it just went to the opposite suddenly it just dropped in new ‘people’ from everywhere. They had been there all the time we had seen each other in corridors but never spoken. So you can say the beginning of ‘trip’ was boring but then it turned out to be the best three weeks that I’ve ever experienced! Here are some nice pictures from the three special weeks in Oxford!

Big Ben and the gang

Tha gang and the Big Ben in the background

Trafalga square

Seba and Maurice Burger!

Sebastian (My room mate) and Maurice Burger as a Burger =)

Party Party!

Party Party


Jay the coolest "activity leader" in Oxford!

Peter and Han Rui

Blue T-shirt: Han Rui (Henry the smartest person on earth from Turkey) and Peter from Poland also a great guy!

Almost all of the friends in this picture!

Some friends (I know bad pictures I blame it was night)

The nice town "Summer Town"

The cute little town "Summertown"

My room

My room in Oxford when I'd just arrived

Patrick Obvidolski tired as you lots of chicha

Lots of Chicha (Waterpipe as you see)

Leonardo (Leo) Smokes Chicha

Leonardo (Leo) goes wild with the waterpipe, I must say that it was A LOT of smoke though it may not seem like that...

Digital Magma

Digital Magma







Static picture


It's back where it belongs

I've finally recived back my computer from Germany, the HDD (Harddisk) have been exchanged for a new, cleaning parts and recovery system has been updated. I just feel a little bad because all my works that I've done troughout my life was on the HDD that's been removed, or wait also my pictures, songs, movies and programs have also been removed. I just say that it was a really good lesson, from now and so on I will continuously make a backup on the whole computer.

Now l will repeat the biology,

See you!

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