No time for eating

You have no idea of how much things I've done today / this week,, the list is soooooo sooooooo long...  I've been working all afternoon helping with coocking food, collecting stuff around the house, counting how much drinks we have (bier, soda, coca cola, coca cola light, cider, bubling water, bubling water lemon, and wine, put together a white tent... The list never ends... So all the things I\ve had to do have resulted that I forgot eating any thing until 20:00... I was without food for 8 HOURS, I was going to die! I was soo hungry :p

Yaya, that's all for today, have to get back to work ;)

Erik /

Yess, finished!

Okey, so I just finished my english essay! It feels extraordinary good, better than after the swedish test or the maths test, strange possible... I don't understand why I spend so much time on something I don't know or is good at. *music; Any other world - Mika* This entry doesn't have any significance expet telling you how glad I am, for the english essay had finally come to an end that today and that we have made many reparations today/during the last month...

Today two men from Garage speciallisterna came and changed our 70 year old "garage portar" and replaced them by new ones of course. And also today two men from "Markiss something something" came and changed our old awnings with new, we actually changed colour to light coffee. Interesting ;) ??? It will only become better!

Today when I came home at one á clock, I began playing guitar and did it for two hours standing... I know I should have been sitting in my room finishing the essay, but I wanted to do something else before starting and so I did ;) I was walking around the house playing all the songs I know again, again and again... Always when I want to do somehting I turn the music, either it is just listening or playing, I can always relax or just forget everything for a second or two... I think we all have something we can do to forget everything, however those who don't, "How the fcku you still alive?" Yaya, you have probably found another way of surviving this hard and competitive world we live in... Hopefully we will terminate ourselves, horrible, yes maybe, however we know that we can exterminate it is just a question of time before it happens, since we can't find peace between each other, God has given us to much intelligence, or no? I think soo....

Yaya whatever! I am happy to bring forward that this weekend I'm going to see Pirates of the Caribbean At world's end, finally!

See you tomorrow!

The Line has been drawn...

The line has been drawn... The recovery is in progress, I'm making a defragmentation of my heart...

Nuclear bomb in a heart

Isn't it wonderful to feel, as in knowing when someone gives you the fake hug.

Isn't it wonderful to see, how everything just seems going down.

Isn't it wonderful to smell, the fakeness in everyone's eyes.

Isn't it wonderful to know, that you'll never know what's wrong.

Isn't it wonderful to be in love

Hi there! What's the feeling like? Is it sadness right through it or is it just a little spark fighting for its existence. It was six years ago when a spark-extinguisher attacked the little spark, at that time the spark was big and sparked at all time. But six years ago something went wrong, terribly wrong and the spark was choked and became as big as the atom itself. Six years went and the spark streaming around in bottom of the heart, without having any significance, but still being there. One day, it all light up, lightning from the sky sent from the outer world helped the spark to make a chain-reaction. The first spark atom knocked one which started to knock out others, and as the speed of a nuclear explosion the heart was from now on, in full speed and slowly becoming the heart of one! But at one point the thunder in the heart faced a serious set-back. The spark-extinguisher was back, however things didn't work out as they did the first time, the spark had become so strong and powerful. "It feels like spark will never leave me alone." The fight between the and the spark-extinguisher will go on forever, if something doesn't make anything and if someone make the "decision" the spark and the spark-extinguisher will find away to leave together and the heart, won't be a nuclear disaster?

May God help you making the right decision!



Hah, I'm back! (kind of)

Can you believe this, I'm writing this entry?


I'm not going to get to the deep parts; I'm taking it slowly and easy. Instead I'm going to write about the new movie which is having première in 20 hours, and of course I'm talking about "Pirates of the Caribbean At World's end". I've been looking for this movie so long and I really want to see it, anyone interested??? After I saw !Pirates of the Caribbean Dead man's chest" directly after the movie I saw already longing for the movie! And now it has finally had première, I'm so excited! I just love (not love as loving as liking) just love Johnny Depp and Captain Jack Sparrow! Together they are neutral, + and - = 0 =)


I'm sorry for this entry being very very extremely short, but at least it is something, right ;)







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